I dont feel for u the way i used to...dont u just get it

first we were buddies
then things grew between US two.
you claimed you liked me just as liking you wasnt a bad idea...

time passed, TA came into the picture
you said he was a friend, you met thru TS
things happened questions were asked
you insisted he was "just a friend"
he picked you up from work everyday
he was still "just a friend"

anytime i called, you were either in his car on your way to or from "somewhere"
i wasnt born yesterday so i sure know bullshit when i saw one,
i didnt actually have to taste it to figure it was bullshit
he picked up ur fone a couple of times,
he asked questions and i sure answered,
to the best of my knowledge that is.

then TA left you for TS
claiming it was TS he wanted all the while not you,
you were lung broken,
you came whinning back to engineerAyo (mr. nice guy) your words were,
"EngineerAyo see what TS did to me, i cant believe both of them could do such"

you were quick to forget you had engineerAyo believe TA was "just a friend"
if he was just a friend then why the tantrum and bitter words towards them both...
you asked if i still had anything for you
my response was i dont think so, you kept on the pressure in trying to make me substitute hubby,
but my leg stand for ground gidigba...

i told you over and over, ALL WE COULD HAVE WAS NOTHING BUT FRIENDSHIP.
not because i was bitter with you,
i just didnt see myself being with you anymore.
but you kept on pestering my innocent soul.. i thot you got the message

then i met lovely missDBL
you started to beef me cos i was with her and i didnt tell u.
last time i checked i didnt have to consult you before i did anything,
but you forgot something though...
(i dont know if its engineerAyo that didnt understand the whole contraption u had but ... )

you forgot that right b4 missDBL came into the picture,
u told me about camera buying dude, (i thot u had gotten the message)
yes camera dude bought u a camera for ur birthday
being the friend i thot i was,
i told u camera dude was looking for somn more,
u insisted on him just being nice thats all.

voila two days after that
camera dude asked you to date him,
u turned camera dude down,
you shot him outta the sky even b4 he could gather altitude
due to the crashland camera dude suffered
he came back with these word,
"i cannot date you anyway cos you are not spiritual enough"
wat a comeback line from a hurt lion cub.

then you were with kay,
you claimed you werent dating
yet he waits for u to get off work so y'all could catch a movie or ten.
he buys you lunch and drops it off during ur lunch hour.
yet u kept brothering engineerAyo for something maryKAY and camera dude were available for.

and to think all this while u still were interested in engineerAyo is somewhat of a classic tale outta the daytime sponge opera's.
how was engineerAyo supposed to know to give u a twice chance(not that he thot of giving u a twice chance anyway)...
if maryKAY and camera dude were already by ur side.

soon enough u find yourself some dude,
you guys started dating and u were quick to say to engineerAyo,
"engineerAyo guess wat?"
engineerAyo not in the mood for BS was quick to cut the BS short, by saying,
I CANT GUESS SAY WAT U HAVE TO SAY...
then the sorry word came flying out,
"engineerAyo! I NOW HAVE A BOYFRIEND"

u said it with that tone that has
"are you jealous yet written all over it"
far from it, i was happy for u,
i was thinking, attention finally moved awy from me MR. DBL.
but now i can put A and B together to form AB.
all the while u kept asking about missDBL and everyother thing u asked about.
u were only looking for a way to come back into play or worse still give ur two cents back to engineerAyo make him feel he missed out on somn.
yes he missed out on getting some and moving on

all i'll say is this, i stopped feeling for u the lil i used to feel for u long before now. all i have to offer is friendship, if i offer you otherwise, i'll hurt u more than you can handle, abeg let me be SHI#KENA!